Re: 10 things...
1- I got married at 23, divorced at 27 (this year) and I'm deathy afraid I won't find "the right one" before I'm too old to have children (or ever). Before I found out my ex was betraying me, I thought we'd start trying for kids this past fall.
2-All my close friends live in other states. I'd give anything to have a best friend close by...one I could count on for anything, could tell anything to, and could call in the middle of the night if I needed to. I desperatly wish for this often...
3- I am horrible at meeting new people and starting or keeping conversations going with people I don't know. I wish that came easier to me. For this reason, I don't enjoy going to clubs, parties, etc where I don't know many people. I feel completely out of place.
4- I don't know what I would do without my dog and worry everyday something will happen to her. It kills me to know she won't be here one day. Adopting her is the best thing I've ever done.
5- I don't know what I would do without my family. I don't think I could ever live more than 20-30 minutes from them.
6- Two people have passed away that I miss greatly everyday. My great grandmother who was 101 passed this last August. And my mom's best friend, who was like a second mother to me, passed after struggling with her body rejecting her heart transplant for years.
7- I hate tomatoes...I wish that I liked them so I could enjoy BLT's in the summer
8- I was molested when I was 2 or 3 and had to help put a serial rapest in prison when I was 21. Because of this, I have major trust issues and I hate it everyday of my life. There are VERY few people that know either of these things about me.
9- I LOVE country music and country song writers. I honestly can't even stand to listen to most other stuff. Pointless songs with too much bass get on my last nerve.
10- One of my favorite shows of all time is The Golden Girls. They ALWAYS crack up!!
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